Everything depends on how you think of it

Don’t take things too seriously.

You can go out to the big cities and learn more about how they think of life or the matter concerned you.

You really can go out to big places and learn to open your eyes and broaden your mind and horizon.

There are a lot of things you can’t make out.

You may ask yourself, but you have a long time thinking about it without an answer and didn’t sleep well for long.

Will you still try to think, think, and think instead of just letting it go and cherish today?

Put down!

looking at previous entries, I see my anxiety, worried so much.

there is little things precious in the world, extremely those stop you from going on are extremely rubbish, are extremely senseless.

there is only a “now” in the world.

At last, I work out!
I know the meaning of letting go.

I can’t really hold something, I just let go, including my ex-bf.

I know what is love.

Not only loving others, but also letting myself happy.

If I sacrifice too much, our relationship can’t last long.

I want to change. I believe I can change. The first thing is to be myself. To control,to have temperance, giving a direction in front of me.

I know what’s the problem.

I thought when I’m on another land, I must change myself or lower myself to do something I don’t really want to do.I took the cake!

Now I know no matter whether we are together or not, the problem is in me.
The crisis is in me,for I want to change. I want to find the real myself.

Although now I don’t have many friends. Although now I still feel afraid in the summer vacation that I will meet my previous middle school or high school classmates.

I know the only thing existed is the present.
no matter whether he wants to leave or stay, no matter whether he is happy or not, I find and discover myself. learn to live in the present.

I have nothing to say to him. I don’t want to talk. ONly wish him farewell.and tell him I love him.

I’m with him for I really love him. He is humorous, happy-go-lucky,positive,smart,friendly to nearly everyone,sincere, having good intentions.

He has many friends.

Everyone loves him, including me.

I love him.

Why can’t I love him?

Why?

for I’m not qualified.

life is too short to be sad all the time.

Although my grandpa, my father, my two uncles are already very excellent, it doesn’t mean I’m excellent.

Their excellence tells me they have all undergone hardships and struggles.

My life relies on how I handle it.

My life relies on me.