call me desperate or whatever you will but in my opinion I think its just a broadening of my possibilities of finding that TRUE person! so I’m now on like 10 dating sites which they are free but the majority of the ones I’m on you have to pay to message and I’m not gonna do that lol. People keep telling me that I’m trying to hard to find him. and that I should stop looking and thats always when it happens. I’ve had close friends tell me that there is someone searching just as hard for me as I am for them. hope their right…...I would love to meet the man that’s SO INTO ME and what I’m all about and who I am!!!! gawd I cant wait! but the more I think about it I have a feeling he doesnt exist :( and that I will have to settle for someone I know I wont be happy being with
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we all know that there is a special person that was specially made for each and every one of us…..I find this hard to believe alot of times. just seeing as how the people I come across in my aimless journies all over the internet. Well I met a very sweet guy on a social community site. its one of the POPULAR websites that hell I think EVERYONE is on. and NO its not myspace either lmao. anyways…this guy was WOW everything I could’ve asked for and MORE! he loved drag racing as much as I did. loved cars and racing and all we did was talk about cars,engines, and what we wanted to do to this vehicle and it was just awesome. well if it wasn’t for my best friend looking out for me I woulda never known he was still involved with someone. it came to my surprise well take that back not really a surprise…never fails theres always ones out there thats too good to be true. well his “EX GF” yeah notice I quoted that. left a rather interesting comment on his page about how much she was in love with him and that she was glad they was back together and how she couldnt wait to see him and oh yeah call me later!!!!! WTF MAN! why cant people be up front and shit????? I mean FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I was up front and honest with him.. OPENED MY HEART!!!! BARED IT TO HIM!!! I poured my heart out to him and I felt so good about him and was wanting this to be perfect and I could feel it was gonna be perfect right up until that point he lied to me! so ya know I will never EVER open up to anyone EVER again!!! or else its gonna take me a LONG DAMN TIME to ever do that again… cause I knew deep down he was the one I wanted to be with for the rest of my life!!!!!!
But I have stopped looking for you. They say not to look for it. They say to let it find you. So thats what I have been doing. I have taken my mind off of searching because all it would do to me was depress me severely. I have had more important things on my mind then finding the one and I’ma ctually doing rather well not thinking about finding someone. so hopefully someone will find me… if those haven’t already. :)
I know I shouldn’t be jumping on this so quickly but!!! I have such a good feeling about tommy that there is something there between us and I know he is the one for me. I dont care what anyone says. I really have it bad for this guy. And we haven’t even met yet… well I met tommy through the personals ads on Linda’s Big Connections and this was a LONG time ago when we first talked well we lost contact and all of the sudden he e-mailed me the other day getting back in contact with me. well apparently he is in the middle of a divorce right now which is the reason why things have really be rough for him so right now I’m just being there for him like any other TRUE friend would do but he said as soon as his divorce is completely FINAL he wants to be with me! and I want that to happen so bad! I dont care what anyone says! he is truly the one I have been looking for.
I’m still looking and waiting for the one…talking to a guy right now. He found and messaged me first. They say when you stop looking is when someone finds you. well hopefully this will become true. so just hanging in there and seeing how things work.
Well I have been talking to this guy on myspace and what was really cool he found me on myspace and wanted to talk to me. And you know they say when your not looking for love that love finds you. well maybe love has found me I’m not sure yet. only time will tell ya know. and I’m hoping this is the one for me.
well I was sooo sure of myself that it was all there and that everything was right. almost like pieces to a puzzle. But they came crumbling to the floor and turned to dust. SO SAD IT IS!
I know your out there somewhere looking for me and I’m looking for you….one day we will find each other…
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