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I’ve been able to crush the negative and unrealistic thoughts that swirl in my head much better lately; you’d be surprised at how much clarity that will bring you.

I find it awfully funny that I was on this kick about making my life better in general and then I got really, really sick the day I declared to begin all of these major changes. I went to the doctor today and he says it’s an upper respiratory infection. He gave me some excellent drugs though, I don’t remember the last time I was this sick I guess drugs have come a long way. So I’ve put my life changing plans on a very temporary pause until I feel better.

The up side, you may ask?

I feel even more determined to change for the better. I think I’m the kind of person that feeds on struggle in a strange way. When my life get’s to cushy I get lazy. Is that weird?