ya know, ever since just before the holidays, i have been a solid size 5/28, but could fit tightly into one size smaller. now, after the holidays, i gained a few pounds and i feel like i look fatter, but i’m still the same size in jeans! even when i go to the store to try on new jeans (to make sure mine aren’t just stretched out), i’m still a size 5 (4 at abercrombie, 28 in inches). it’s a crazy mystery to me because i usually judge my weight by pant sizes, but now i am just confused. has anyone else experienced this?
well, either way, i still want to be a solid size 2. i’m 5’5, curvy with a lot of muscle, 140 lbs. sometimes i really can’t tell if i am fat or not. sometimes i think it’s all in my head, and others i feel like a total cow. i hate this shit. but honestly, i want to travel, and i want to experience things, meet tons of people… and i can’t do this to the fullest extent if i am self-conscious about my body.
so i want to be a size 2.
