stop procrastinating

sure, i may continue to procrastinate.

but i tell yah. i’ve been getting a lot more done since i joined 43T.

so for now, i’m taking this goal off my list. edit: mainly cause i need space for other goals. :)

don’t be surprised if it resurfaces

... and have to get things done out of necessity.

nevertheless, things are getting done.

for now.

i really haven’t been procrastinating lately.

my life seems to be really balanced right now.

i’m getting stuff done and i’ve allowing myself quiet time and goof off time.

so have i overcome this life-long habit?

can’t be too quick to judge.

i’m glad i’m being more productive lately.

and balancing things out.

that’s the key.

don’t burn out.

don’t get too obsessed.

balance, girl. balance.

i’m thinking that if i joined up with some other people here attempting to tackle this goal to the ground, this might help me to actually become more motivated and actually begin the process of knocking this horrific cycle outta my life.

one problem: i’m being shy on the invite initiative.

1)fear of rejection.

2)how much time will it require to join a group? i do have other goals which are imminent (guess, i’m improving on the procrastination issue to some degree).

3) i’m still working out what my most immediate goals are … some of them are not on this 43things list, because of their sensitive nature.

you ask, “Sensitive? Sheesh, you got “increase libido” on your list. What could be more sensitive?”

Believe it or not, there are. I’ve got a written list for those goals, and have been slowly chipping away at them.

still: i do need a cattle prod.

yeah, i had big plans for today … once bringing my mother back to her home after dinner tonight.

was going to work on our bills and on our taxes.

damn.

there is tomorrow (a day off from work) ... but my husband and i were hoping to spend a good deal of time enjoying the day with each other because tuesday is our wedding anniversary.

sheesh.

do i know how to have fun? make room for the important fun? not just wasting time goofing off being distracted by iane silliness.