survive

My subconscious isn’t surviving right now!

I haven’t been able to sleep for about a week without some sort of terrible dream.
Most of them involve college.
Or, a red haired boy.

Not so much fun.
And not what I call surviving.

Get through AP’s DONE
Get through the play DONE
Get through homework that I’ve avoided for a long time because of AP’s Very very NOT DONE

Get through above with some sense of composure at the end. failed

...’Cause I didn’t have it today!

This is what I’ve decided has to happen before I can say I’ve “survived” (Which might be a little… tough?)

-Get out of here (that’s going to take some months still)Done

-Pick up the pieces, put them back together, glue them that way, put it on a high shelf, and forget about them.

-Know, not simply understand, that all relationships aren’t like my parents.

-Be able to go to sleep happy, for a steady amount of time.

-And of course, everything in the first entry.

This seems to include a lot of things now-a-days. Mostly, getting out of here unscathed. Then, being able to move on enough to enjoy the new life that will surround me.