If being yourself is:
Laughing when something happens that you find funny
If it is saying how you feel
If it is crying when your heart is in pain
If it is accepting that you have commitment issues and asking yourself hard questions
If it is standing up for yourself against an intimidating person, in a graceful way
If it is expressing the fact you are confused
If it is just following your heart – then I think I am being myself and I can tick this off.
I am not the most easy person to get to know nor understand. I have numerous sides to my personality.
However – I am caring, I am funny, I am loving, I have a large variety of interests, I am honest, I am passionate, I am imaginative, I am deep, I am patient and I should feel no disgrace with who I am. Even though, I find it difficult to make decisions, I procrastinate, I can be non-commital and I am not the tidiest person ever!
Why should I not be myself? I should be myself!! I feel no disgrace with who I am. Ofcourse, there are areas that can be improved but I am in my mid-twenties – I intend to learn more and improve myself. I am doing good things – stretching, eating healthy, getting regular exercise, drinking plenty of water, reading books, watching films, practicing my singing voice, doing regular creative writing, updating my wardrobe, changing my appearence etc.
Okay, so I’m a bit zany, random, crazy, funny, odd, cautious, nervous, brave, spontaneous etc. I accept myself and I want to be myself – always! I hope that I can be true to myself. I want to be true to myself. I want to be myself!
I am progressing on this very well.
If I don’t want to do something or I feel something, I’m saying it. I am finally, taking my time for me as well. I’m more aware, more conscious… There is a way to go on this but I’m happy with the progress!
I feel like I am making progress on this… and in the process, I think I am becoming a stronger individual. I realise that in the past I was trying to impress people and I think I was awe of people as well. However, now, I don’t know, I just don’t really care so much anymore… I have a “take it or leave it” kind of approach almost. I’m not perfect and I’m not an extrovert although I do have a very social side to me. I don’t have it all. However, I am a thoughtful, analytical, witty, compassionate, passionate and versatile person who is aware that she has much to learn.