...and I’m not too happy about it.
I read somewhere that making New Year’s Resolutions leads to depression. Maybe that’s what happened. I don’t know. It seems that looking back over 2008 just made me feel terribly depressed over how little I’ve done in the past year, and how hard it is for me to get things done.
And I say to myself I want to change, but something inside me really doesn’t want to change, and is afraid of change, big-time.
I don’t even want to write about it here. But I just did anyways.
