have more good days

So today was awesome!!!! I dont know why but for some reason I was in a really good mood at school today & I was having a great day!!!! Then I went to a show thinking my day would only get better, but it kinda sucked. I’m a quiet person, so until I get to know someone, I’m pretty quiet around them. So of course I didnt know anyone at the show except for my friend & I felt totally out of place! It suked and I hate feeling that way. I always tell myself “just be more outgoing!!! its not so hard-just say something, ANYHTING!!” it doesnt work though. I just dont feel comfortable around people I dont know & I dont know why. Its not like Im self conscious, I just dont know what to say…..

So, my horoscope said today was supposed to be one of my good days- so far I wouldnt call it a good day. It wasnt bad, but its not horoscope-worthy good. lol Yes, sometimes I DO believe in horoscopes. It was right about the beginning of my month being hard to find quiet in my house. Well, I guess I still got the rest of the night for it to be good.

I had the best day today! I was happy all day, and talking and laughing. I love days like this!!

Today was a pretty good day. I think it b/c I didnt have to go to school. That always makes it a good day. Also b/c I applied at this restaraunt.

The past couple of days have been pretty good I guess. I like that I’m indifferent to my days though, rather than wishing they were over. I think now I’m just waiting for the semester to be over, so I dont really judge my days; I just count down.

Today was a great day, then it turned into a bad one; one that depresses me. This happens every friday. I have a great day and then night comes and I’m all alone and have no one to hangout with and I get depressed and it ruins my day!

I just had fun at school for once. I laughed a lot. Good times. Some people are so crazy. lol I’m in a happy mood right now, so I’m happy.

Last Friday was a really good day- for the most part. Today though was a REALLY good day. Nothing special happened; I just had fun at school and with my new friends. More good days to come-hopefully.