Establish a healthier relationship with myself.

Trying to work on this…

WHINE OR SHINE!!!!!

SHINE!!!!

Doing much better at this….

Went out yesterday and rode my horse by myself. Enjoyed it and he was happy to see me….

I am doing better, liking myself a little more.

I keep working on this.

Yesterday I had a dawning realization that being alone was much better than hanging out with people that I do not respect or care for. I am certainly not going to take crap from people I do not know or do not care to know and I do not have time in my life for people like that. Time to move on.

I have been really in a stinkin thinkin mood lately. Wow is me…Maybe now I can move forward.

I feel better today…and I didn’t cry over the incident with Mike. He doesn’t deserve me.

Today….I have been trying on this but it seems today I might have blackslid into a pitty party for myself…

Well today I feel I have had a major breakthrough…. A WOW moment where I finally might get the whole meaning of things. I feel much better today…and feel I am on the road to healing and being a better person.

I am doing well with this today…

I am doing better today…feeling better about myself. WEnt to church on Sunday and an Al-Anon meeting last night…

Today I have plans to come home tan, exercise….

We lose outselves when we have a mate. Are likes become different as well as our needs. I need to figure out what my wants are. I need to truly like myself and who I am.