Be more consistent

yes i needa b more consistent cuz i am so very not i needa get like a list of things to organise myself and what not.Im too spontaneous when it comes to doings i need to plan more ahead of time and that just will give me a headache from time to time.Im a really scattered person i tend to lik3 alot of things at the same time in general , i go to sleep late well maybe cuz im in vacation but when school comes i need to go to sleep eearly i also need to get in touch with god i just pray when i know theres something going wrong in my life and thats not right i need to pray when there are good things in my life also but lately i havent because i know im not doing too good and i guess that would not be right because i know i cant keep a promise ive tried lets say.. not to mastubate for a week or so.. lmao hahaha y3a but it didnt work i still did it and i guess god got pissed a bit cuz i didnt keep my promise lol.i also want to be reliable and trustworthy all the time and i also want to commit to everything i say and do to people and general.