record my dreams

This time I did not get to talk to any of them. So I was at home, but not my apartment here, and the apartment I grew up in. And I was with someone (I don’t remember who) and there was the husband as well, which terrified me and some boy like 10 or 11 who was with him. The only thing I wante was the husband to get out of the house. (Oh, and I remember my daughter bebing there also) So finally he decided to leave, so when they were out of the house (him and this boy) i closed the door behind them and locked it. I went to the living room, and heard the door being unlocked. When I went to look what was happening, I saw these 2 again, ecause they forgot to get something. So I decided to understand from this boy how come he has a key, so he told me he made copies, so he and my husband each has a key. And I right away started to think that I should get my lock changed and how much money locksmith charge for this and that I did not have money. And I decided that I am going to get money for the lock from someone. Anyway. then they were finally gone, and I went to my grandma’s room and when looked out the window I saw a 3 police cars, and at least one ambulance outsied, many policemen and this was because earlier that day someone found the body of a young girl who was murdered and was thrown in the bushes in the yard of the building across the street. Then I see this woman, going into our backyard, noone paing attention to her. She looked sad and was walking slowly and was dragging the head of a darkhaired girl. she was holding the head by the hair and was dragging it behind her. And the beheaded body was in the bushes where they found the other body earlier. Then they started searching and found another one, of a blond girl and then at least 2 more which I did not see. This was so scary, I closed all the windows and I knew the murderer was out there. Then someone rang the bell, but I did not want to open the door, because it could be the killer. And then these people who rang the bell (2 guys) they obviously wanted someone to open their door for them started calling a person named Anna, and then when noone responded, because there is noone by that name living there, they started calling Daniel and were ringing the bells on all 3 apartments on the first floor. Okay, but there is one Daniel living on the 4th floor, and why would they look for him on the 1st floor? And then my frandma was there, and I was trying to tell her to keep quiet, and we will pretend we’re not at home and will hope they will leave. And she was looking at me, like she could not understand what I was saying and she looked so small and tiny.
And then I don’t know – I woke up, fell asleep, had another weird dream, I know it was weird but I don’t remember it

I dreamt a friend who passed 2 years ago. We werent actually that close, but the last month I could not bring myself to even go see him as he did not look like himself. He had a colon cancer and chemo did not work at all, so it was very painful for him. Let him rest in peace. I dreamt I was talking to him. We spoke a long time for i don’t really remember what. He sounded happy and I remember him bringig up number 11, but I have no idea was it as a date or time or something else. Then i said I did not have any idea they had telephones over there, and he started laughing, because he said he haven;t heard something funny like this for a long time. It was strange, because he was there with me and at the same time he was Over There (wherever this is) I asked him how was over there and he said it was nice. Then all of a sudden I saw him and he looked like when he was sick, only before he lost all this weight. And he said that he is sick and I hold his hand and told him that he couldn;t possibly be sick anymore, so if he stopped thinking about being sick he would feel much better and will go to an upper level. Then he said how come i knew about the levels. And i told him – from the spirit, but I lied to him. I don;t know what the truth was, I only know I lied to him. Then I asked him if he met Damyan yet. Damyan was a dark skinned person, I am not sure if he was tall or short, as he was sitting, but he had stubbly beard which already had white in it and he had passed recently -like two months ago. My friend said he haven’t met him, but if he remembers he would look for him and he left. Then this Damyan person stayed for a while and I spoke to him as well. Also don’t remember about what. In the room with me was a friend of Damian’s, who was not dead, a man who I knew, but not very well, he had a beard and was wearing a blue shirt with the sleeves rolled up.(he looked kind of like revengeofnudefreedom) He was started laughing with me as some woman who looked like my mother in law asked me who I was talking to, and I said, oh Damyan? He is dead. And for some reason I found this very funny. And also there was another female who I knew very well, but did not really see her. But I know she was there. I am not sure she was a human or someone from the other side. She was standing there without talking. She did not say anything when I started laughing, but I think she did not really approve my behavior. I don’t know how she looked like – only I think she had blond hair, even though I didn’t see her. She was there. She was silent and at the same time she told me to explain that woman who looked like my mother in law, what happened, but I kept laughing and I asked Damyan’s friend to explain her. And did not expect him to tell her the truth. He told her something, but I don’t remember what

After I recalled this dream when I woke up, I start to think I am officially going nuts. I probably need to check myself in a mental institution.

What I dreamt last night. And I wanted to record all my dreams here and I will try to do so. Wasn’t here for a while though. Kind of did not feel like it. But this is a great place. I can say whatever I feel like saying and I’ll know that someone will read it eventually. So, tomorrow If i remember my dream I’ll write it down. Till I have 121 dreams recorded here. this is a big number :)

I was at my friend’s apartment, which for some reason was in his ex-wife’s building. On the 6th floor (I remember that). And because it was getting late I wanted to leave. I did not have my car, so he was going to give me a ride home. But I did not want her to see me, or someone else, because of what she might think and I was trying to think of a way to get downstairs unnoticed. I was in such a hurry, so when I all of a sudden found myself in front of the building (no idea how I got there), getting in my friend’s car, I realized i was wearing only one boot. I’ve forgotten the other one in the apartment. So I had to go back and get it. Now I started thinking of a way to go back inside, and then back outside, whithout meeting anyone. I can’t remember if I was missing the left or the right boot. I think the right, because I was half in the car when I noticed. Anyway.. My friend gave me his keys and told me to use the back entrance. I went around the building, but couldn;t find the entrance. I decided to go back, but realized I was at a completely different place (which is like 10 minutes away from the building). I was trying to find the right way, but everything seemed so different from what I know it. And then I was at this boulevard, with a lot of cars and it was really hard to cross it. And the cars wouldnt stop. I was waiting for the traffic to stop so i could cross, when I saw a few policemen running with their guns out, and behind them a lot of people running and screaming. And there more policemen, and more people. I finally was able to croos the boulevard, and I was running as well already, because I got scared. And then I saw them – this military looking guys, with machine guns, running after the people and shooting them. I ran really fast, I was so scared, I knew they could shoot me, and I can’t run away from that. And I could feel it on my back, that I will get shot any second and die. When I saw some cars parked at a parking lot in front of a pharmacy, I decided to just hide under a car till all this madness is gone and go find my friend and see if he’s alive. I kept running terrified. The second I reached the nearest car and was trying to go underneath, I got shot in the back. I knew I was supposed to be dead. But instead I was laying under tha car, and I could see myself – with the gunshot on my neck ???? (I know I got shot in the back) – there were this holes on both sides of my neck and instead of blood there was gas coming out. And I woke up… still scared