figure out who I am

I am a laid back person who is pretty much just your average girl. I need to figure out more hobbies and things I stand for, but at the same time…I’m trying to figure out why I care so much about what I actually DO in my free time. Does that define who I am? Or is it that big of a deal that I normally do…well, nothing! I get too bored sometimes-that’s why I need a hobby. I shouldn’t need one to make people think I’m more then I am! How insane! I’ve found a new “hobby.” It’s walking. Now I just need to find places to walk to. It’s just nice to get out with friends. I get a bit of exercise, and I can check out new areas of town. It may not be “who I am” but at least it’s part of what I do.

I feel as though I’ve always been and done what others have wanted me to be. Otherwise, I run from what they don’t want me to be and attempt to be the “perfect” person. The “perfect” daughter. The “perfect” friend. The “perfect” girlfriend. Well—I’m not “perfect” and I’m tired of trying. I want to be the best I can be. This will require me to work hard at losing some extra weight, toning some muscle, feeling good about myself (most important) and figuring out what it is that I truly stand for.