be on stage

i had 5 performances that made me shine.
i had so much fun being in the musical at my school.
it’s what i had lived for until sunday.
now it’s over.
my stage frieght has gone away.
it’s gone. gone. gone.
i sang my blasted brains out and did all the things that were required of my part.
i can’t wait for the next time i’m able to shine on a stage—where all of the attention is on me-even if it is for just one second.

i went to try out for the play…i was on stage and the feeling to perform was all i was searching for. I don’t even want to be in the play…I just did it for the experience…i’m addicted….

o damn.

i’ve gotten over my stage fright.
that—makes me a happier person.

but now that i’ve gotten a taste of being an actual performer, i want more. i want to be on stage longer and singing more and louder with more confidence. i love it. i absolutely love it. o to have more.

ladies and gentelmen: i am now an addict to the stage.