My boyfriend and I always get into aruments when I birng up the idea of me moving down to San Diego to go to college. However, last year, he FINALLY said that he’d go with me. Last night, he found out that he couldn’t go, thus he didn’t want me to go… He KNEW damn well that I have ALWAYS wanted to go down there… I told him that I would give him a week but I don’t want to deal with such a selfish person anymore… keep in mind, i went to sf state FOR him and hated it. now i’m at a miserable community college AND living back with my parents which means i can only go out once a week and istead of seeing friend, just see him. yeah prttey fucking lame. thus, I HAVE NO SOCIAL LIFE! he knows that and i constantly tell him that i want to be more social all the time and he only invites me out when he knows that i cant go out
i’m really sad about this, i’ve never felt so reclusive and restrained..