i think if i had more confidence and wasn’t so self concious then i would be less shy around certain people. sometimes i hate to think that i would come accross as full of myself or intimidating to someone else so i try to downplay my words when i talk but i didn’t realise that that can actually make me look more weak, i need to embrace the person that i am and not worry about offending anyone cos thats not ever my intention and i don’t think i’ve ever done that. Self conciousness – it’s such an accurate word, being concious of yourself to the extent that it can actually restrict your behavious in public and i know that inside me theres a crazy person and when i’m with my friends that really shows but i want to be able to show everyone that side of me and maybe i’ll even make a few friends out of it…i can’t believe it’s only 3.25
