fall madly in love

First things first…im going to stop thinking…”hes not my type”...How the bloody hell can I tell that he wont be “my type” just by looking at him???? The only thing im not willing to compromise on is his height..lol.. im 5’9 without heels!...HE HAS TO BE TALL…SIMPLE AS THAT.

Right, now Ive DECIDED WHAT TO DO ABOUT HIM, its time to move forwards with this goal…where do I start though? Its scarey and Im terrified of turning into an old spinster, yeah ok Im only 25, not quite ready the scap heap but it all feels so overwhelming. I feel asif everyone has settled down now and that Im the only single person I know.
So what am I going to do???? Im not sure to be honest but what I do know is that I’ll never settle for second best again… ever.