beat trichotillomania

so today and last night were especially hard
because you know when your lashes seem to latch together whenever you blink? and it drives you crazy?
maybe that was just me

but i got through the day w/o pulling!

today i almost kind of did, because i was putting my fingers on my lashes like i was going to pull, but didn’t pull anything…cause i knew if i did it hard enough some would come out
but i made myself stop immediately!

so yay!

continue to pray
so that i can continue to face these urges with success
^_

so its been one week now!
im so surprised
13 more days to go!

i haven’t been tempted at all for the past couple days
and a little bit today, but nothing compared to past days

pray that i continue to do well!

so today was pretty much a bad day… it was frustrating in that i was surrounded by unfocused and undedicated people…loads of homework, deadlines, and essays

yet…the silver lining of it all
was that i have good friends
PLUS
i wasn’t even tempted to pull today.
^_

yay! im so excited

its been three days in a row and i haven’t even been tempted to pull

^_

2 days down….18 more to go!

i proud of myself, i got really stressed over future college financial stuff and i didn’t even think about pulling!

okies!!! 1 day down….19 more days in a row to go!

okies….so today, i did it once…
it was because one lash hurt real bad and it was realllly bugging me

but at least im not going to excuse it
im going to start over

and i know im going to get better
cause even going 3 – almost 4 days intentionally trying not to pull was something i hadn’t been able to do before.

so!

here goes another start! ^_

3 days down! wow…yesterday was no problem
today tho, i was tempted soooo much.
i hope this is just a hump i need to overcome
but im amazed that ive even lasted this long!
^_

pray that i can continue this!

1st day down! 19 more to go before I can use my new legwarmers – something ive wanted for years!

alright…im ready for a change
im tired of wearing makeup 24-7