be cheerful

I think it has a lot to do with the random motivation I found … I hope there’s more to it than the massive sugar high from making homemade Christmas candy, but I’ll take what I can get.

I feel like everything’s in perspective and fabulous things are happening, all’s leading up to even better situations for me. I feel like I’m in control! Definitely something to stay cheerful about.

but I’m not so smily either. I need inspiring friends and I need to be one too.

I’m better than ever about stopping a train of thought that will make me mad. I often find myself deep in thought and scowling, though. I don’t like that. I am ugly when I scowl. I want to stop dwelling on things I can’t change and just smile more often!

Practice, practice.

Getting good at this both at work and when I’m alone. I am occasionally extremely cranky around the apartment when I’m not alone. That relation needs a ton of work. With what tools, I haven’t a clue. Jackhammer?