Cultivate worthwhile friendships and sever 'friendships' that are a waste of time

i went out on friday with a bunch of girls and had a great time. i saw other friends on sat and sun which was great and with my phone card i called about 7 people and chatted with 2 girlfriends so i feel like i’m making progress! the card was $5 and i’m only about 1/2 way through it! totally great way to spend money!

i just purged all the friends i don’t want to talk to anymore and i got rid of highschool people i’m not friends with.

its scary because i’m sure they’ll find out somehow but at the end of the day, i just don’t want them in my life in anyway!

i had a great weekend filled with fun activities with friends including a movie, a party and dancing and brunch and a walk in the city. by far one of the best weekends i’ve had in a long time. i was busy but that’s ok, i’ll see him tomorrow

i got to see natasha twice this week and had lunch with a number of different groups of women. all in all, good week!

all of my friends live in bc or ottawa and i’m feeling horribly lonely and like i’m missing out on this city. i’m going to sign up to meet.up again and see where that takes me! i’m tired of waiting to do things with ian and n and m are always busy so waiting for them is stupid too!

i feel like the people around me are good for me. i feel like i’m finally on the track to where i want to be with my friends. i agree with i that i need to stand up for myself a bit more but at the end of the day, i feel like the women i have as friends are able to be themselves while allowing me to be myself!

i’ve got amazing women in my life..and men for that matter

and i don’t need to have negative, life sucking friends around!

i will make better choices! i have to…for my sanity!

she wrote me an email telling me that she needs to move out because i’m so difficult. she also attacked my character and decisions in life in such a horrible way that i’ll be feeling it for a long time!

she’s in such need of attention she can’t stand when i’m not overly nice to her but when i am, she’s like a child. she even admitted that she’s often too harsh and mean…frustrating since she’s not a child and is aware of these characteristics. oh well, now i know where her mind is!

i’m happy to say that i’m not letting her bug me as much as she was. she’ll move in 2 months so that’s good!

but it doesn’t seem to make things better…i need time away but i can’t take it!

i put my foot down on c today. he was acting inmature and wasn’t being grown about my needs!