be by myself for a while

starting the search for a new apartment has made me take time in my current more seriously. being by myself has become “time at home with the girls.” i wish the girls didn’t make me wheeze and my eyes water. i have an appointment with the dr. tomorrow to hopefully rectify that.

i am being by myself and i love it.

the cats make me want to be home. they center me and i love it. i wish i could afford them.

for two weeks in june. today i used a lot of money and applied for a passport.

now i just need to put together 1,900.00 for travel.

that is the new challenge.

last night we ate dinner and watched hunt for red october and i did crosswords and he played online. it was like being by ourselves but not… it was peaceful.

or spending some time in a busy city with no one i know.