get over my panic and anxiety disorders

Well i have read many of these and I can’t tell you how many sound exactly like my story. I am a musician I haven’t i sing and play guitar i mostly sing though and i would get the temporary nervousness. But this summer about the end of may I pulled a chest muscle and i couldn’t really breathe right so I started having a panic attack and my mom brought me to the er. They had to give me a shot to calm me down and I went home feeling better and slept for like 12 hours lol. Then after the 4th of July I started having panic attacks in movie theatres with my friends just having fun on the way home one night of being out I had a panic attack on the way home and it’s like roll the window down and don’t talk to me! So finally I’d had enough I told my mom to bring me to the doctors they put me on lexapro well that made things worse i almost passed out i had the shakes etc. So they switched me to buspirone that seemed like it was working but we kept upping the dose. During all this time i was having stomache problems I went to go to van’s warped tour and on the way their I had bad pains after I would pee so had my mom pick me up when we were only an hour away from where we left thank god. The doctor treated me for a bladder infection even though it wasn’t spotted in my urine. Then i went again because it wasn’t working I went to a different place and they said i had a uti so i was like ok let’s see. That stopped working so I went up again and got a papsmear and ultrasounds and x-rays…NOTHING WAS WRONG. I felt helpless so then I went to an actualy gyno got another papsmear minding u 2 days after my first one and then she said she thought it was stomache problems and i had to wait 2 wks for this doctor to get back from vacation. This was a very hard 2 wks. Finally he said i had Irritable bowl syndrome and acid reflux. I had meds for that and it started working. Then school started in September…The beginnign was tough i missed quite a few days. Then they said my buspirone wasn’t working and put me on celexia and that has been working since.In september i also started counseling..it taught me alot about my disorder and i always look on the web for new things on anxiety i am also doing a research paper on it since i have been through it all. I am pushing myself to do a duet for one of my last concerts in high school and for my graduation party I have wanted to do it for forever and I will conquer this. I wanted to give up so many times but couldn’t i still have panic attacks and palphaltations but not half as much as i did and I am happy with how far i have come from being so bad but i know i can get a lot better and i’m hoping this website can also help me talking to people with this horrible thing to deal with everyday.