become anorexic

found a new way how to burn cals…DDR (dance dance revolution)
wow u can really tell im 14 now lol

can any1 give me some kind of advice? umm..im 14 (5 1’‘) and i weigh 102. Im fat! i truly disgust myself when i look in the mirror but the weird thing is that I ask my mom or any of my friends if i look fat they tell me im crazy and think im joking when im honestly not. I dont eat much and i drink tons of water (when im at home) because i just cant stand the feeling of being full. I never eat at school but as soon as i get home i sometimes binge and feel soooo guilty about it even if my “binging” only consists of a sandwich or an orange. i dunno…im sooo confused…maybe it just feels like binging but i truly didn’t eat a lot….i just want to be 95 pounds, how do i do that??