its just possible i’ll manage this goal this week! : o
im starting a summer class tomorrow, its just the one week but i will be working on stuff everyday :D
and because its a portfolio class i think it’s going to be quite varied…. eeeeek!! im all excited :)
and a little scared?
but mostley excited :D
but im running out of bits of myself to draw!
i prefare to draw people than things so,
needs must… :P
at least im a very patient model and i always do exactley what im told but its getting a bit boring now
must find another class!
yesterday i bumped into the tutor who took my last set of classes and he introduced me as his star pupil :D
honestly he couldn’t have made me any happier if he’d given me a massive hug!
it’ll keep me going for weeks :D
so, today im taking the advice he game me and getting stuck in!
i myself so mad sometimes?
its not like im lazy or i dont care, ive just become a master procrastinator
everyday i manage to convince myself that checking my email or going for a walk or watching the mid-afternoon episode of Poirot is more important than actually doing what i want to do with my life?
im turning the computer off right now.
any minute nowyip… off it goes
ive just sent off my application for an evening class at glasgow school of art
im really looking forward to it :D ive taken a summer class there before and its a lovely place to be
just hope im accepted, that class wasnt my first choice but i left my application to late and alot of the places are taken…. lazy, lazy, lazy tut tut!
hopefully this will be the kick up the bum i need to help me CREATE EVERYDAY i like to imagine that in a big booming voice… but its never helped me sigh
only thing im worried about is the odd boy i went out with was a life model for the art school, so im keeping my fingers (and everything else!) crossed hes found a better job since then :)
mabey its not over yet, its only 3.15?
but its another day gone without making any atempt to work on my portfolio
so far this week i have cleaned the entire flat
washed down all surfaces and floors and gutted all my drawers and wardobe
I swear it couldnt be cleaner if id was trying to hide a crime, which im not! honestley!
i sit in my room and think “tsk! i cant work in this enviroment, i’ll just fix this… throw out that…. dust this… check my email AGAIN!!”
next week i’ll do better