blog regularly

In addition to my process blog, I’ve now started a Health Updates Journal on CaringBridge: http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/perpetualspiral So far I’ve been able to write more frequently in this blog since it is about one subject and that subject does crop up every day – my health fluctuates wildly, symptoms come and go… I’ve written a bit more frequently in my process blog, but not as much as I would like. However, I don’t really have much time to write in it more, or very much to say over the last few months. My psychological progress (i.e. my therapy) seems to have stalled in the spring, and it’s only in the last week or so that I’ve had anything going on inside me to write about. Now a lot of things are cropping up because I’m turning 35 tomorrow, finding white hair…feeling like something is ending, doors are closing. And somewhere in there I’m starting to finally deal with my feelings about my father. Just starting. I’ve a lot to talk to my therapist about this week!