make more time for myself

i feel like if i needed to do something for myself, it would not be a problem to go ahead and do what i need to do.

but i feel like i really need to get away from everything in my life right now. this is odd, because for the most part, i’m relatively happy. i like my job (which is amazing, i am an accountant after all), i like where i live, it’s springtime and the weather is getting better.. it sounds to me like i am feeling the urge to escape. escape the bad and the unpleasant rather than try to deal with it, probably because i don’t think things are going to change any time soon. that bums me out. but i still feel kinda trapped. tied down. i would love to take off, go travel, live in a foreign country for a while, and i would want hubby to come with me and enjoy it and have fun, but he has priorities here. sigh. i don’t even know why i’m thinking about this. i just registered for classes, signed up to work here for four more years, etc. gee, do ya think that could be why you’re thinking about running away from it all? duh.

between being nice and doing nice things for my husband and doing the things i want and need to do for myself.

to drop the kid off, but at the same time, i wanted to take advantage of the time to do a little shopping and thumb through a couple of the books i checked out from the library. hubby seemed o.k. with this. i’m sure he would have appreciated the company, so i’ll have to make it a point to ride with him next time. i did like having a few hours to myself, though.