understand men (for at least one week)

Okay, so, three guys were interested in me but I still could not bring myself to try anything with any of them. I simply drove them away one by one.
Other that, I have been seeing the one and only. This situation is getting more and more complicated. I know I keep saying that but it is true.

... things would get even more complicated?

I have to say: guys have been noticing more these past few weeks. It may be because I know wear the infamous white coat; it may be because I feel more confident than before, because I decided to open up.
But the one (and only) guy. Still complicated. Still friends. He said I was extraordinary. Several times. To several people (including me). WTH is wrong with him ?!

This is seriously getting more and more complicated.
I talked with the guy’s best friend and we came to the conclusion that he definitely is an “emotional cripple”.
I need to end this situation. My cousin believes I should choose a date or an event to do that. Like: “if on Christmas Eve, there’s no difference, I’ll move on” or “if he ever treats me like this, I’ll move on”. So I need to find this milestone …

I’ve been worried about going to school and the consequences it would have on our relationship.
But we got to spend some time together today :)
I got a friend on the phone and she insisted that I needed to know if there would ever be something more between us. I’m getting mixed signals (friendship/flirting?) and need to move on if we’re just going to be friends.

He asked me (again!) to have lunch with him. I’m surprised we still did not run out of things to say; and that I really tell him how I felt.
I didn’t pour my heart out: I just mentioned that I didn’t feel we were equals and that he cared too much about what others thought about him. It really was a good discussion.
I also told him about this site (and this goal). He said he sure was not the easiest guy to understand; but, I really feel like I’m getting to know him better.

Before leaving, he said he felt like he was always the one calling me. So I called him the next day but he was not available. I also called him because we had talked about going back to the hospital together. He didn’t pick up; rather, he hang up on me.

He actually phoned back later that afternoon; saying he could not answer because he was in a meeting. I wasn’t getting any signal anymore so the phone call cut short but I’m glad he explained himself.

So … yeah, all this to say: I’m getting there!

I’m not the kind of girl who waits two days before calling a guy, hoping he’ll miss her. If I want to see him, I call him. That’s it.

Unfortunately, it’s not that easy when you truly care about the other person. I’m trying to remain calm and we’ll see.
Besides, I need to call him (right now).

I’m the closest to achieving this goal.
We didn’t have a chance to say a proper goodbye at the hospital so he asked me to meet him when I was done. He wrote me as soon as I came back from my holidays. We spent an evening together a few days later. I called him a few days ago and he answered last night (saying I should call his other cell :p)

Tons of things happened in two weeks. I kinda dumped him (although we were not together). I know he likes me and just don’t understand why he could not get it together and break up with his girlfriend.

As for this other guy, he’s completely driving me crazy. Literraly. I can not figure out what he’s thinking and I’m getting nuts because of that.

That’s it.

:(

That’s it.

:)

Correction: they, most of the time, are jerks :(

He’s been so obvious about his feelings … I can’t figure out why he still hasn’t called.
And I sound ridiculous.