be more focused

As luck would have, as I got more focused on Bzz Agent, so did my neighbor! She was way more focused than I ever could be..in fact, she completed a makeup survey, not for herself, but for me! She happily walked over the coupon for a free Max Factor product last night! “Thought you’d enjoy this!
I was like a kid that was just handed a Toys or Us giftcard! Sweet!

Started to get really focused on Bzz Agent..and much to my surprise, after filling out a simple survey, for Boston Market, I received, tokens for 6 free cupcakes, 10 percent off my next catering order, a free meal plus drink…and a buy one get one free chicken dinner! Oh Yeah, free food is wonderful!

came today…that little bit of January excitement that Uncle Sam returns to you…
This year, my tax return means more to me than ever before..and I plan to spend it wisely..even when I went to Wal-Mart this morning, I remained completely focused an stuck to my list..food..cat litter, shampoo….and out the door I went. I have paid my gas bill in full, my water bill in full, paid off my small remaining balance on my computer, stove
I am paying my sons rent and his deposit on his new apartment for next semester, and sending a little extra for food….
When asked about our second car, which we need desperately, I held my ground….I drove a car for 3 years that cost me 600 bucks…I’ll go 800 this year, but no car payment, no monthly payment…I am working the max overtime at work that I can, and I plan on being completely debt free by the end of 2009!
By 2010, I will, relax and maybe enjoy a family vacation…but this year, no way…

myself, to the fact, that I can no longer, treat my depression by myself..I have done this for awhile..and I should be quite proud of that….but, anymore, I have felt the need to cry at a whim or just sleep, sleep sleep…...All’s good though, I recognize the signs, that I need some help…it doesn;t mean I need it forever, it means I have hit a low point, and I need some help..I will still keep up my journal, my dressing better (that is such a key, to feeling better about myself)... and my New Years Resolutions….there is nothing that I cannot do, but right now, I need to extend my hand, and say “yep, I need some help”

commonly known as steps…...I cannot figure out for the life of me, how I can manage stairs, in 4 inch heels, after 5 beers, only to fall, in tennis shoes..sober..and sprain my ankle..go figure!

check this off as done..and than add, deal with my adult ADHD..
There’s always a million different thoughts running through my brain….like a thousand different emotions, that I have yet to come to terms with…....I never felt so much, like I didn’t know who I was..until I hit midlife crisis

No Pod wonderful..pod exceptional, pod everyone needs to attend this..too fun.extremely educationally….
Beyond a doubt something I would do again…...

Yah, me too..I had no clue what this was until today..
Well, it’s a free, 3 day seminar, held at The Art Institute in Pittsburgh. The seminars iclude some of the top, local web film makers, local expert photographers, local web designers..and so forth…
I am so doing this! What a great event…I can only do Sunday and a few hours..but, I think it’ll be great fun!

on trying to be focused…..so, what’s that tell ya?

“help me to understand, Leanne, exactly, what are your goals here, with this company?”
“well, I want to be the best support member, my team has”
The entire time, I visualized Mad Magazine, where they do the whole comic thing, with the bubble above their heads…showing that in my mind, I feel like choking you verses saying..
“Yes, Oh Yes…I love my job, are you kidding me?”