be unforgettable

My Face book friend..wrote….”Playing WII with my mom and am trying to figure out how to play frisbee.”
I sat there, starring at that entry, for at least 20 minutes..
possibly 30..
My blonde mind…”Why would you need a frisbee in a World War II game?” Is there a new version of German soldier (sorry not meant to be a racial slur….i am old..before politically correctness) that I don’t know about?
then finally, the light bulb….WII, like X box, like Play Station…again why, just another reason why, old people, should not join Face Book…

And you, pulled me close to you several times that day, both you and I knowing, that you had such a short time before you had to board that plane,,,it was in that moment, no, that series of several moments..that I felt, for the first time “unforgettable”.....
And even though, you are not here, that we are a million miles apart tonight….I have held strong, to that feeling, alone in this darkness

I have marked off calanders….set goals too far away
it has been 50 days since I saw you..Jan 6
and I have marked feb 23 as day one..100 days till I see you again will be June 2nd…the rational me….thinks..this cannot be helped…the lonely me,closes her eyes, and remembers you..
I have tried countless times, to find a way to fill this night time void..I have bought books, rented DVD’s…and I have cast them all aside…and still I search for you…
At times, I wonder, why..

is judging from the pictures…of President Obama and First lady Michelle..those pictures, of their dance together, at the the ball, they see each other..as “unforgettable” to one another…..
I saw alot of memories, in their expression, that they shared with one another…maybe alot of other couples did as well
Maybe we, cannot not only rekindle a country, but maybe we can rekindle…our own relationships…

to my New Years Resolution…....to make good, what is not so good…...that my gift for doing so, is the time, we spend together…..
which is fleeting…..
And then there is the New Years Resolution time, the time, in which, your comfort seems miles away from me…...not only in the miles that seperate us…....
I told you I could withstand Hell, if I knew,in the end, I would find your comfort once every five weeks….
I underestimated hell…

when I look in your eyes…..
or feel you press your cheek against mine…..
feel your breath on the back of my neck…..
as you reach for my outstretched hand, kiss it lightly and holding it so gently next to your heart…
When you tell me, how you see me, through your eyes…..
when you say, nothing at all…....
When I try to seperate escape, from reality..and you tell me you understand, how that feels…
What we share, is unforgettable, to both of us
It, came, without warning, there were no fireworks, or butterflies….
There is just this gift, of the ease we share with one another..

Heath Ledger and the amazing performance in the new Batman movie….All I can type is wow! So, impressed! I think, and dare I type, that had he of lived, he may just had surpassed Mr. Depp himself! Diverse and took that role to a new height! By far the best action packed movie I have seen! It is however, rated PG 13, I do think there was a ton of violence! (not complaining, I’m just sayin’) although there was no foul language and no nudity…there didn’t have to be…so one can still make a movie in Hollywood minus the bad words and the nudity and it still be a hit!

Yesterday was a truly bad day for the young married couple across the street from us. Their home was robbed in the middle of the night, while the two of them were sleeping! Needless to say, they were VERY upset! I listened, while they found comfort (small as it can be) in talking…I smiled politely when he said..’Your kids have alot of friends, do you think it might have been one of them?”
It’s nice to be older, and have years of experience under your belt when it comes to questions like these..
knowing in the back of my mind, that eventually, someone will one day undoubtly pose the question to them, about their child…
“No, its highly unlikely, but I’ll be happy to keep my eys and ears open for you…heres our cellphone numbers, incase, you need us for anything”..I replied
I got that call, late last night, seems, they found the intruders….a couple….in their mid-thirties….

that maybe being unforgettable..is actually, seeing those smiley faces, that some of you nice people, threw me every once in awhile

that this will ever stop being a goal…that I will never check this off..as done..I will always think of it..as something worth doing..always….but maybe, the direction of it has changed…..that being “unforgettable” isn’t always intimate..between a man and and women….it is about “people” in general….
that person you let cut in front of you in traffic…
that waitress you tipped, more than usual,because you got that rebate from Uncle Sam….
Maybe being “Unforgettable” is just basically..feeling really good, about making someone else, feel really good, about themselves