I wrote my husband a LONG one the other day. A long, long, long one, that brought tears to my eyes while I wrote it. I was feeling so in love and so wrapped up in wonderfulness.
And then I got upset over something stupid, overreacted, and forgot everything I wrote. I forgot everything that I’ve been fighting for, everything that we believe in.
And now I feel like a dummy. Even though the argument is over. Even though we are fine. Why do I forget how much I love him and how wonderful he is so easily? I don’t like to think that I am always like that, and I have always done this. I want to think that when he’s home and not a bazillion miles away I will be able to remember… and not go insane over little stuff.
