V for Vendetta has written 13 entries about this goal
there will be curses or negative talks behind me again, after the Belgic rubbish…he will go back to join the cunning Bangladesh, plus the old French double-tongue….
went to the church, that woman was old enough to know `hospitality’. but who care? and why should people care more? you are nothing, noone.
i woke up with the echo of the bastard police saying : “catch her!” w/o any mistake i have done. i want to do something that works.
Be granted the serenity to accept the things I cannot change, the courage to change the things I can, and to have the wisdom to know the difference…
“When it is dark enough, you can see the stars.”
― Ralph Waldo Emerson
i don’t know, neither sure that i could see the stars. But hopefully, one fine day…
19/11 5.20am LCCT
Dear 90-y.o me,
Arrive KL around 12.30am. A very rare sleepy feeling contrasted my nocturnal habit, i thought i don’t mind to pay to have a fast & quiet sleep in the nearby Tune Hotel. But i figured it out it was a bit too far. Give up.
Found out Skybus still in service, until 2am. But i decided to hang around here, i know very well inside me, i like the atmosphere of airport. eventhough now I could go back the city n check in a dorm nearby, but walking with luggage in the middle of the night in BF area is not a safe act.
and, yeah, why not just sleep around in the a/port with others. less spooky, less lonely.
I picked a private corner near a family n for the first i was purposely willing to sleep on the floor of a/port which was a misery for me 12 days ago when i saw the scene while i was here for departure.
For the first time, i guess, I arrive at the a/port w/o knowing the direction of home, w/o the sense of belonging.
it’s funny that a girl have think about her next plan to settle herself in before the day light upon arriving a place she has been residing for almost a decade!
anyway, i slept sound from 1.30 to 4.30am, about 3 hours. unexpected.
Guan Yim give a hint: 玉莲投水 ” Jade Lotus Go to Water” for my current situation’s solution~ which is a good sign.
I gotta follow my instinct, try my best to live out this complicated situation.
and not be scared to be loved