Fill every journal/sketch book I own

i collect notebooks almost obsessively, but then most of them just sit in a drawer in my room. i know they’re meant to be written in and drawn on and used, but another part of me says i’m just not good enough to wreck them. so far, i’ve filled three journals writing daily, but when i finish these daily journals, i buy new ones, so it’s not doing anything for my stash. i’ve started using up my notebooks by taking one around with me for just doodling in or writing random thoughts/things in, but there are still so many more to go! i’ve also started an art journal type of thing, and i’m going to keep on plugging away at that stash. i’m not going to promise i won’t buy any ‘til i’m done with the ones i have, though, because that’s not a very realistic goal for me.