wake up when my alarm clock goes off

I went to see a sleep doctor, and I am scheduled for a sleep study for next month to help figure out why I can’t wake up in the morning.

It has been hard, but I have done it 3 days in a row.

I’ve been doing a really crappy job at this, but I did it this morning!

Its hit and miss, but I’m doing a little bit better with this one. Tomorrow, I mean it.

So many of my goals hinge off this one. If I wake up on time, I have time to exercise in the morning, I can lose weight, I have time to organize the house before I go to work. So much would change if I could just wake up. Of course, I understand none of that when the alarm is going off. I just want the f’ing noise to stop so I can go back to sleep.

I CANNOT get up lately. I was doing a great job for a while, but i ccan’t get up, I tell myself I can just quit my job (that I’ve had for nine years and that I love) and then I can sleep. I tell myself anything just to justify sleeping for just a few more minutes. I was 30 minutes late for work today. I don’t know what makes the difference. I don’t drink caffeine at all, I go to bed around the same time, I don’t know why, some days, I would rather die than get out of bed.

I woke up, turned off the alarm, and got out of bed. Of course, 12 minutes elapsed from the time the alarm went off and the time I got out of bed, but I didn’t hit snooze and I didn’t fall back asleep. Close enough!

It makes all the difference.

Woo-hoo!Q I was early for work, my socks matched each other, it was a good day!!

I was in Pennsylvania for business last week and did a HORRIBLE job of getting up when the TWO alarms went off. I’d like to blame it on jetlag, so I will, but seriously, I should have been over it by the end of the week. I haven’t been that bad in YEARS, I could NOT get up.