I wish i could get over these things. they will sound quite wierd, but oh well.
-Im afraid of sleeping with 2 sheets. (like both the top and bottom)and if i only use one sheet it has to be the bottom and it cant be cotton.
-Im afraid of things touching my feet when i sleep or when i walk around objects.
-im terrified of dark closets. cant go near them if i do i cant breathe and i curl up in a ball or just cant move at all.
- im afraid of sex with men
- im afaid of crowds. If im in them i have a panic attack
-im afraid of men in general.
-im terrified of water that has fish. i cant swim in lakes or oceans, and i have a fish tank at home and if i drop anything in it i have to empty out the whole thing instead of just getting the fish out into a seperate bowl because im afraid fish are hiding in the rocks at the bottom and will try to bite my fingers…. saddest part is that the fish are molly’s.
- im terrified of the dark.
- im afraid that if i am home alone or outside alone i will be raped. once i was home alone and someone knocked on my glass dore and i was so afraid that it was a man trying to come in and rape me that i ran to the kitchen and grabbed a huge knife. turned out it was just my aunt. sadly she laughed at me and made fun of me when she came in through the door and i was in the corner with the knife.
- i am afraid to not be in a relationship
- and im afraid of getting too fat (but i used to be bulemic and got extreemly skinny so now im also afraid of getting too skinny again)
I have so many fears i just dont know where to start. i dont know which one should be the first to overcome. i have a feeling i will be trying to get rid of all these fears till the day i die.
