party less

all i did these last few months was party, party, party… couldn’t help it.

last week – wednesday, thursday, friday and i’m going to do it today too. i suck, suck, suck.

how can i possibly be so bad at this… 4 nights last week. someone please help me, for fuck’s sake

i almost fail at school every single year because of this for like 5 years now. i actually do fail, i manage to end the year and have some grades which absolutely suck… which is exactly failing. so i need to stop for a while or just do it once a week or so… if i’m able to. now that’s gonna be a tough one.