in the deepest ocean/ at the bottom of the sea
18 months ago
i am leaving tomorrow for hawaii. i will be gone for one week. then i have two days of rest and laundry and i am off to europe, where i will be staying till the middle july in austria and hungary. i have been busying myself with goodbyes this entire week, and i am remembering now how bad i am at saying goodbye. i think its cause i’m scared. i’m scared everything is going to change whilst i am gone, scared everyone is going to change. many a halting “iloveyou” has tumbled off my tongue recently.
