wear a bikini

put my 2 peice on yesterday and went out to try and tan my white belly. Thank God no one was around!!! WHEW! I can see it’s definetly a possibility in about one month. But man, I better run run run and tae bo my ass off!

Never was able to do this because of the weather, BUT today if it’s hot enough I’m going for it. It’s May 7. Memorial day weekend is only 3 weeks away. The last 2 weeks I haven’t been really committing to this only talking about it so I’m getting back on my program today. Diet soup, exercise and then next week The Master Cleanse!! (that’s when the big guns are out)!!!!! no sugar!

okay, so today I decided to put a little more effort into this one. I am going to try and keep good thoughts about it in the back of my mind throughout the day to help me make better decisions. Like eating chocolate! Taking the stairs. getting off my butt. I’m going to put on my 2 peice at about 2;30 this afternoon and get out thee in the hot tub. At least it will be a start. A painful one but very telling. I’ll have to take a real look at the job at hand (looking good in a 2 peice). I think this may work to help me get to my goal for this summer. It’s already May 3rd. Memorial day is SOOO close! Drastic times call for drastic measures!

I am going to make this another goal. I only wish I would have done it sooner. It’s already May 1st tommorrow! I ‘ve recently lost some weight and I exercise all the time so it’s possible. I’m going to start focusing o this today. By memorial day weekend I at least want to be in my new 2 peice with a tank top over it and feel good!!!! I’ll need to be tanner though because tan skin is a great camoflauge. Here I go!