lose a lot of weight

Well the boyfriend left for school, and I said when he left I would start my diet, and I have. I’m feeling confident about it this time and once school starts for me I’ll be working out again, which I actually enjoy to be honest. So I’m looking forward to getting started with my workouts and with the dieting. I think this could be very successful once I actually put my mind to it and I’m not eating crappy dinners at 11 pm when Tommie would get home from work.

As for tonight, I’m going to be bad and drink drink drink like a fish, I mean come on, I still have to be able to party, right?

So let’s see.. where to begin. Well, when I was younger I was a gymnast, did that thing for about 13 years. Had to quit my soph year of high school because of an injury. So obviously I gained quite a bit right away. Then junior and senior year I kinda did the whole not eating/ throwing up thing, which terrible I know, but worked. By the end of my senior year I was back down to 100 lbs and absolutely loved the way I looked. I was a size 3, and just.. happy.

Freshman year of college I actually did a pretty good job. Really didnt gain too much.

I was pretty pleased about my weight until recently. I’m in the absolute best relationship I’ve ever been in to be honest. So I’m the happiest I’ve ever been, but also the fattest.

I want to try to lose weight, but I’m just not at a time in my life that it seems possible.