have patience

hardly working. Waiting for things to fall into place so i could get back on my lifetime path. Wellthe things i’ve been waiting for aren’t coming. THe road ahead of me is now going to be much harder than i bargained for. I’m really sad. and scared to start all over in this big scary world. But this is one place i’m done being patient! I’m sick of waiting for shit to fall into place, it rarely seems to fall where “I” would like it to anyway. five more days and my life starts a new chapter. It’s where i stop waiting for other peoples promises and take new action on my own life. I know none of you have a clue what i’m talking about, I just had to get that off my chest.

I’m having to have mad patience now waiting on the irs to give me my money so I can use it to move back home(watertown new york) I’ve been waiting for 4 extra weeks now with no job and pretty much bored out of my mind.