quit my job

really really hard. I need to make the best of my situation right now. I need to turn my frown upside down, if you will.

I am still working at this god-forsaken place. I have been busting my ass to find another job but nothing has come up…nothing. Every day I walk into this negative energy and it just consumes me and keeps me in a negative state 24/7. I keep thinking that this is all happening for a reason but I just wish that reason would reveal itself already. It’s totally my fault I’m in this predicament b/c I have no savings and I’m in a shitload of debt so that part I know. I just can’t get anything going…am I depressed again? Maybe…

My position is being eliminated but they are using me to close the transition to the people that will be taking over my job (because of course I’ve been doing the work of several people without complaints for forever). Thusly, I have to “help us progress forward” while I walk around with a target on my back. And it’s the same scenario that most people have i think, I can’t quit b/c I can’t afford it so I just have to wait to be let go so I can collect unemployment. Fun.

become a lifestyle consultant!

I have my resignation letters written and am submitting them on Friday. I need a few days to get organized, you know?

I’m excited! I’m ready for a new path!

People have been talking to me (more so than usual) like I am a fucking idiot at my job. Like I know nothing about what I do and I mean it’s becoming absolutely unbearable. I mean I have literally been slapped in the face by someone’s comments every day for the past two years.

I just can’t do it anymore. I’m not prepared, like financially and such (I mean I could scrap together some $$$ but…). Should I just quit and be done with it? Advice please…

I was productive and proactive today…I feel this coming. The only thing I have anxiety about in regards to leaving my current job is that all of my iTunes are on my work computer. I mean that’s seriously the only thing.

So I lost out on yet another job opportunity. I know it’s a tough thing to do (find another job) but SHIT! I am GRATEFUL (please notice I said GRATEFUL) that I still have this shitty job and make a paycheck while contributing nothing and never using my brain.

The search continues….

I had a job interview today and went really well! I may have to actually do work there if I’m hired. AND they think I would be an asset to their company! Can you believe that? And here I thought I was a brainless, faceless servant female with no skillzzz! I can’t imagine being productive in a work environment…it sounds exciting!

I have to move offices today/tomorrow. Our whole company actually but it’s like, um, I don’t want to move. I want to quit. So…I’m going to MOVE all of my shit down the hall?? However, this could be a good time to get rid of a lot of stuff so it will be easier when I eventually do leave…

AND, at least I’m not being moved into the basement.