be a better friend

how to do this when no one wants to be my friend right now. Dilemma…

We’re having troubles and it’s making me ill. I love her! Is it because we don’t work together anymore? Is it because she’s getting married and I want to be forever-single? Is it because I’m on the wagon and she’s not?

This is horrible. And, no, I can’t talk to her about it. Actually I think she may have already broken up with me. Oh dear.

When you isolate yourself from everyone like I do, you eventually end up looking stupid. I have all these events coming up and no one will go with me…and most of them, I would look silly going alone. Great.

I have this out of town friend who’s called me probably 20 times in the last three months and I haven’t returned her call. Now it’s been so long, I’m afraid to call her because she’ll yell at me. Why won’t she just send me an email? She intimidates me.

I had the best time with my gal pals last night! And me and one of my friends stayed at the bar and talked and talked. It was so fun to catch up. I’m trying to better…

be a better friend b/c I don’t have any more friends. I’ve insolated myself from everyone.

more friends…I’ve sort of isolated myself from everyone and I need to reengage people. I’m not being a very good friend to people right now…except to my BFF but that’s just one person, you know?

so today I went and met three of my friends for lunch. I also checked on my boyfriend’s dog without him asking me to do so (he told me she would be ok b/c she was outside and would be happy but I went anyway). I’m trying to be more thoughtful and let my friends know that I am here for them and will help them if they need me.

I was supposed to go to a friend’s house tonight for dinner but I couldn’t do it. I want to be alone. I feel terrible.