become financially responsible

So I’m moving away from home. After almost eight months away from home, it doesn’t seem as scary and overwhelming as before, especially because of the money from the state. The month in Africa did more than the six months at Uldum school. Doing stuff I wasn’t comfortable with and realizing it doesn’t kill me, just takes me somewhere new.
Oh, I’m so looking forward to having my own place: Something I’ve never, ever felt before.

- but financially giving.

I’m cleaning at the hospital. Making coffee, preparing breakfast, lunch and dinner. Physically exhausting, I feel as though I’ve worked for a fortnight without rest, but lets my mind wander and has me thinking about all sorts of other stuff while I do the toilets.

This is not a job I love, I could never do this for a living, but I’m getting used to “life” – doing things I don’t want to because I have to, not taking everything too personally as some people are just terrible.

I’m doing nothing but looking for jobs these days. As of now, I’ve

1) cleaned for the elderly in their homes – most cozy job ever
2) helped at a rest home
3) cleaned a kindergarten (6.30-9.30 in the morning!)
4) sung in church
5) done mindnumbing office work for my dad’s company (the best pay, though, wouldn’t be without it)

My goal: 45.000 DKK.
I need something that lasts more than a fortnight.