You can’t change the past. What’s done is done and there is no going back. You can’t, in desperate hindsight, reverse time to undo mistakes. Mistakes have to be made in order to learn the lesson, but sometimes the lesson is too harsh and doesn’t seem quite worth it.
Worthy of respect or not, things happened and that is how it is. It is near impossible to live a happy life with regrets. I need to let go of my regrets in order to fully appreciate my current circumstances. There is just so much I wish I could have done differently…choices made that were totally wrong, niavety in certain experiences, compulsiveness with the opposite sex, preventing a new life that was beginning to form.
I regret letting people go when I should’ve made them stay…I regret allowing some to stay when I should’ve said goodbye. There is much to regret.
This is going to take a long time.
