i want to do this, becuz i dont have so good of an attention span these days. i tend to want to stare off into space, and my mind works way faster than the physical capablity of my hands. i like to sleep, havent been able to do that in a while. it was nice sleeping for twelve hours last night. sighs… its been a long time… i never have as much time as i think i do.
it helps having people to talk to that are doing the same thing as you, or totally not doing anything related to what you are. keeps you motivated. i don’t mind helping other people, it makes me feel fuzzy, and is its own reward and some shit like that, but really it gets you excited. writing is a cheap form of entertainment, people think you are smart for doing it, and there is always something new to write about. gosh that sounded so gay. i really like reading people who are better at something than me, gives me something to work toward. i am competitve as hell! you wouldnt think it to watch me… i am always around, that is very lame, but most people aren’t local so setting up some form of location online to converse is a good start.
if you are around the area meeting up and having a jam session is good. a girl at a school so long ago wanted me to join her group but i never did get around to it. i was lost in inner turmoil. now its just dead inside.
is it too early to be hitting the bottle becuz i am…
