draw one picture a day

i have decided that if i really can’t make myself draw something a day, maybe i can force myself to paint for a couple hours a day once or twice during the week, and maybe on weekends when i can dedicate myself to a project easily 9 or 10 hours. its a thought.

but i havent given up on this. i dont want to give up on this, becuz the drawing will improve the painting, and the painting is less tedious and takes less effort to cover vast amounts of space. dude…. but i am tired when i get home, and there are people. actually maybe i will take up my male study, as there seem to be plenty of them lurking around my living room of late. yah think positively. be aggressive. and wouldn’t it just flatter them to be the subject matter of my artistic whims?

and i’m out of practice, out of a routine, and out of passion. so picking it back up and seeing where it goes. if i’m not reporting in here, i’m doing good. if i am and saying otherwise i am lieing.

i’ve only drawn when inspired to, and that usually is to procrastinate doing something else, that is probably more important. been trying to fix that, and found myself in a slump as a result of it. so i am not looking to make masterpieces. for the main reason that the last couple of attempts bombed miserably and i felt a complete failure. so this is just practice to keep my skills sharp and ready for when inspiration does come a knockin again. yep.