rags2riches is doing 10 things including…

have him come back to me

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rags2riches has written 3 entries about this goal

From out of Nowhere 3 years ago

Truly a day to go down in history… he finally contacted me.
Where did he get the nerve? There is a point of no return, which came and went,—in this case it was dictated by time. After weeks and weeks of Nothing, from out of nowhere, you pop up and want to talk? You want to be in my life? Is that it? Well, isn’t that Priceless? LOL “So what’s New?” LOL, As if you give a damn…
Useless chitchat, insignificant and irrelevant words, blah – blah – blah – blah – blah, is what you bring to me? My time is precious, and Thankfully, (from what was sometimes painfully progressive), the results are you no longer take precedence. You are on the same level to me as a complete stranger.

When I told my friends they suggested he was testing the waters with his meaningless, pointless, destitute words. Hahaha, the waters are COLD. You are far behind me, and that is your place, and where you Will remain…You propelled me to get on with my life, and yes I have; in doing that, I have been reminded that I deserve more than what you gave.
What’s the matter? Wasn’t the grass Greener on the other side? Too bad, and unfortunate for you, because this is how it is… It’s a cold cruel world out there and you’re on your own. At one time I wanted to stand against it with you, but I don’t any more. I don’t owe you anything, at all…ever –not today, not tomorrow. On the contrary,—Where is my explanation, the one that you owe me? It’s coming, I know it is. Hahaha, and when you have set it before me, then I will use that against you, for there is NO excuse for what you did to me.



Negative 3 years ago

All my hopes and dreams for love are trampled to the ground in ruins. Happiness is non existant, it’s gone, gone with him. I mascarade, hiding the pain, loneliness, and internal devastation. Everything looks and feels bleak and hopeless.
This is the aftermath.



I am sad 3 years ago

He told me Goodbye. That’s a strong word. I thought we had more between us than him telling me goodbye so easily.
I think if he really cared, he will come back to me. Isn’ that how it’s supposed to be?
I really do love him. Maybe this is a test? Not for me, for him. I need to know if he really loves me. This will prove it for me.
I need to know.
I would wait 4 ever but I can’t for my own sanity.



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