find at least one thing each day that makes me happy and record it everyday for a year

My last one that I had, I started it off really bad. I was in a really negative state of mind, I felt like I took a huge step backwards. Now that I’m picking myself up again and making more sense, I feel I have jinxed that journal so I am just starting over. And every day in it I will post something, at least one thing, everyday that makes me happy. I already know what my 1010 goal is going to be. One word: positivity. And what is so wrong on starting that early?

I have not written any entries in these past few days for 2 reasons. 1 is that somethings make me happy that I don’t want to post on the internet and 2 I’m lazy. lol But I am still doing this everyday. Whether I am writing it in my journal or reminding myself daily, everyday thinking and asking myself “what made me happy? Did this make me happy? will this make me happy?”. I gotta keep the hope and positivity alive. If i don’t hell would break loose!

*Drinking some wine n getting a little tipsy
*What Vance said “Damn. she didn’t even call me an ass hole. She just called me the WHOLE ass.”
*When I was in a down mood but my son would cheer me up :)
*My husband having company over
*Canceling WOW
*Getting a problem fixed
*Getting a LITTLE hope on a situation w/ a friend, tho… eh I really don’t know
*Having the game Cooking Mama and Over Lord
*Finding my book that has been missing
*Knowing I have ppl in my life who I can be myself and be comfortable around
*My husband cuddling w/ me in bed just bc and feeling his warmth. Then he said he wanted to go out on a date w/ me tomorrow night” :) awww

Today wasn’t a very good day, just very mentally draining.
But at least my son made me laugh and made me feel a little better. My husband gave me a good laugh (“it lingers!!!!”). Also, Helen trying to cheer me up… plus jeff joking around.

♥My husband suprising me by buying me a burrito lol
♥A funny ass video I saw of a big black women standing on top of a small table singing and then all of a sudden the table flips over, her ass lands on the side and she falls back wards. Then she just lays there saying “F**. I should not air this” LOL
♥Getting a phone call from Vance now that he is finally back!
♥PLUS hearing my cousin be so happy that he is home lol :)
♥AND!!! all of us planning to PARTAY! for his home coming.
♥Being so needed at the party tomorrow that if she doesn’t come she will cry. Her heart is so set on it. Why wouldn’t I come women??!

Things that made me feel better:

♥Getting a response back from someone. Now I know that A is still alive.
♥Knowing that my uncle is ok even though he shattered his ankle and there is something wrong with his back/spine bc he fell off of a roof :( It could be worse though, he could be dead or completely/partially paralyzed. Thank god he’s not!
♥Cooking
♥making our room even spiffier!
♥Not seeing “someones” face so much
♥Joking around with Timmy and Jeff
♥Finding out that my “feeling” about someone getting their wrist broken actually came true. (I’ve been having so many feelings/dreams/visions lately)
♥Learning about the eclipse and how 5 planets are in retrograde right now. To me that is understandable for all the chaos with everyone, everything right now.
♥Having a myspace secret LOL
♥Hearing from Aaron

I was glad for

♥Getting Queen of The Damned
♥”following my ideas”
♥Painting my toes
♥Getting compliments on my nails :)
♥The honest communication w/ my husband
♥Waking up early (I guess lol I’m not a morning person)
♥Helen watching the baby today

I am glad, happy, THANKFUL for
♥Getting back in contact w/ Kara :) & learning now it is easier to get ahold of her now that she has a facebook, twitter and yahoo
♥Blockbusters $10 week pass
♥All the love I have been receiving from my son
♥The great support from my husband
♥Support from my cousin
♥Distractions
♥ANY kind of positivity!
♥Noticing the difference in my feelings & the way I act compared to thinking negatively & then positively. Also, the fact that I am not giving up on that!
♥Getting my room really clean
♥Finally getting some clothes cleaned
♥The quote I found “Follow Your Ideas”. That for some reason motivates me

♥Kissing my son good night right when he was dosing off and he smiled :) awww lol
♥My husband calling me in the middle of the night from work telling me that he wants to come home so bad that he just spent an hour chasing a skunk outside his work trying to get sprayed & all the skunk did was run away from him. LMFAO!!
♥Hearing the story that my husband went into a store where they sell WHOLE pigs. So when he went in he saw a man carrying a bag and a leg was sticking out. He didn’t know what it was so he thought it was a kid * he screamed in the middle of the store “wtf are you doing?! Get the kid out of the bag!” X_X Everyone just stopped & stared at him. He finally realized what it was & walked right out the story. lol NO he isn’t on drugs. I swear! He just has an over active imagination.
♥Having a fun conversation w/ my cousin. Getting a lot of things out, honest communication but all of it was fun :)
♥Buying another lamp for our room & now it is SO MUCH brighter! I love it!
♥Also buying a five dollar air freshner for our room. It’s from Glad & comes with 2 different scents then they switch like every half an our so you don’t get use to the smell & you keep noticing the smells. It smells sooooo good. I love Hawiian smells. I even got a carpet order powder that smells Hawiian. I looooove Hawiian smells!! lol
♥My cousin taking the baby for a few hours. Nice! :)
♥Getting around to starting my plan for Feng Shuiing our room & also starting my personal positivy book.
♥Getting to drive today. I was so nervous!
♥Taking drama off MYspace page. It’s not worth it. Instead I sent out a different vibe of forgiving & just moving on.
♥All the jokes & laughter my husband & I had

So yesterday I was happy bc I stayed over at jackies later than usual. We cooked some good ass hot dogs and then Jackie, Bubbha and I watched Trilogy of Terror. I had not seen that movie in so long! That movie is a family tradition. That little doll cracks me up!

Then today I’m happy that we got some movies at Blockbuster. We ran into Amanda and her baby. Then Anthony and I cracked the guy up that worked there. I don’t know what we were saying that that was that funny but he just couldn’t stop laughing lol. Then we went to walgreens and we ran into Bubbha and Jackie there. Then of course we started goofing off in the middle of the store. haha We’re dorks.