stop hiding from Christ

...something good and that’s all that seems to matter right now.

..if only for a minute, but it got out. I admitted not only to others, but, more importantly, to myself what the binding chains holding me down were. I may not have fixed it and I most certainly didn’t completely let go, but it was a start. And right now, that’s all that’s important.

...how bad things can change you. How they can help you discover something or move on and enjoy life…its almost a blessing that this happened. It could have been so bad, but it wasn’t…it makes me smile and cry at the same time.

I think I’m hiding more from myself than anyone else…including Him.

I’m working really hard at this right now. So much has changed me since i starte hiding from God. I don’t like any of it…and i really want to change back. But its so hard! So many times I just want to give up but i know i can’t…its going to be a long and slow process…