The only thing that people think that I am afaid of are spiders (which I am deathly afraid of), BUT I am afriad of everything. I am afriad of being alone. I’m afraid of being aimless forever. I’m afriad of the words “future” and “forever”. I’m afriad of being unhappy forever. I’m afriad of never having enough friends to fill out a bridesmaid group. I’m afriad of never having to worry about the number of bridesmaids i’ll have because I’ll never find a groom. I’m afraid of death and dying. I’m afraid of never being satisfied with who I am. I’m afriad of NEVER being able to trust anyone. wow , I could go on…sad.