Have my first kiss

Maybe?
But kind of hopefully not; I’m actually pretty okay with not being kissed. As long as it’s special. :)

well, the guy who almost could of been has been reduced down to a definitely not. stuff happened, and we both said ridiculous things. he asked me if i’d “give him head” which i found obsurd! i’ve waited 16 years to have my first kiss, mostly becasue i want it to mean something really special to me. yet i’d be willing to go to 3rd base with some guy i just met. except only not.

oh well, the experience helped me realized that since i’ve been waiting this long, i might as well make sure the guys is quite worth it.

I was going to write an entry before i went to a party last night, because i had a feeling i was going to. but i didn’t want to jinx it.

It was pretty close to happening, and now i’m at least sure the guy i like likes me back. :) We were playing Suck and Blow…

Hopefully next time I see him!